Wednesday, January 27, 2010
Yesterday, I started a new blog titled '90 days'. As I stated in yesterdays post on this blog (my permanent home here on blogspot) -- I am not leaving this one.
'90 Days' is merely serving as a companion piece while I charge my way through the book in question, trying to find my life's new direction.
I just want to encourage my followers to also follow me there, too. You can get to '90 Days' from my profile page.
Today I did my first exercise program titled; 'What Do You hate?'.
Brutal exercise which required equally brutal truth, thought and answers.
My answers are posted on that blog.
I had to admit some things about myself, things I hadn't thought that hard about for over 20 years, which I hope will bring about the personal growth and change I seek.
This will no doubt bring about my ugly side and force me to look good and hard about how I reached the point in my life where we not only filed bankruptcy, but also what I could have done differently.
Clarity is a bitch that I'm not particularly looking forward to meeting but also know that I desperately need her in my life in order to move forward to becoming a more productive person, wife and mother.
As much as I'd like to think I'm enlightened, I'm also thinking that these exercises are going to prove me entirely mistaken.
Join me. Not to be my armour or shield, but simply to be by my side.
Again, I'll be back here with regular posts about myself, my thoughts and life -- but I'll be over there learning more about all of them.
Peace and serenity,